Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Christmas is just around the corner, however, i am just not feeling it. I do not have the festive mood and it really sucks. I realised that as i grow older, festive seasons just start losing their touch and meaning towards me.
Then again, it could be something else that is bugging me.
Could i be real frank here? I guess...
You've been bringing me on a roller coaster ride. One moment you bring me sky high with an awesome text to brighten my day, but the very next you release me from you grip, and i just fall till i reach rock bottom. Most of the time i hide it from you or i just keep it to myself, just to avoid conflicts. However, it's been really bugging me. Why must i hold it in and torture myself? Why must i resist conflicts? I hate it that you don't reply me on time, i hate it that you throw tantrums on me. I hate the feeling when you don't say goodbye at the end of the conversation. I hate it that i could be just thrown to one side when you don't need me. What am i to do? What are we to be?
Oh well. Ho ho ho... Merry Christmas everyone.
Rush For Food : 0 ; 7:53 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
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