The life of a guy named kun

Saturday, April 3, 2010

I never thought it'll be this bad when every leaves the house for 7 days. Didn't think that it'll be so boring and that I'll feel so lonely. I've been trying to fill the the empty hours by watching movies, going out for meals and even holding a house party. However, when it's all over I'm back where i started, the lonely place i call home. When the house was fill with people, coming back even late at night and not being able to see anyone feels a whole lot better than knowing that I'm returning to an empty House. Sigh...

Rush For Food : 0 ; 10:50 PM

Friday, January 22, 2010

...And the awards for inconsistent blogger goes to... ME! Yay! Haha, oh well... Full shift is over and i'm already into my 5th week of half shift. That means 4 more weeks till classical and a nice one week long break. Woo! The much awaited holiday. Alright, but thanks to classical, i've to miss my trip to JAPAN! OMFG!!! Everyone is heading to Japan leaving the poor Kun behind. But to make my week less lonely, i'll proberbly hold 2-3 house parties! Don't be too happy yet! It's to be comfirmed. Alright, decided to blog today as i was rather pissed at the personal selling wait. Goodness, i had to wait 2 hours plus just to move 20m? WTF seriously. When i got into the room to do my transactions, i found out why.... Oh well, it's a good excuse for me to blog after a long while. Well... I went down to east coast park with Mia Sim, Celine, Yao Ting and Tiffany. I cycled with Tiffany while the Mia and Celine roller bladed. The lonely Yao Ting was just walking aimlessly and talking on the phone. It was great just hanging out with them. It always takes my mind off worries and trobles. However, i got some bruises and cuts on my leg. It did pay off though, as i am now able to jump my bicycle. Not that great but still, AWESOME! Had Carls Junior after and i must say, "YUMMY!!!"

Rush For Food : 0 ; 3:11 PM

Saturday, January 9, 2010

It's a new year, with lots more to look forward to. First on the list is my turning of 19. As odd and crazy as it seems, i think age is catching up to me. I have white hair on my head and I'm feeling older by the second. Golly, some one help me!

Every new year, I'll have a resolution for myself. However, i find it rather useless and i ain't going to get myself a resolution for this year. Since all my previous resolution has been a total failure. Oh well, i might as well live my life as i want to. Stay out of as much trouble as possible and hopefully find a true meaning to what life is really all about. Oops... i guess i just made myself a new year resolution.

This year started off with a major road block, when i was so confused of what to do with my kayaking. However, after my thinking and consideration, I've decided to pack my bags and bid goodbye to kayaking. Honestly it wasn't at all easy for me. In fact, it was a bitter sweet event. Bitter that I'm letting my team down and leaving my team, sweet because now i can do what i like without much restriction.

As for what i want to do, many.

"What's life without it's ups and downs..."

Think about it. Cheers to 2010 and may all our resolution be made possible!

Rush For Food : 0 ; 12:31 AM

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Christmas is just around the corner, however, i am just not feeling it. I do not have the festive mood and it really sucks. I realised that as i grow older, festive seasons just start losing their touch and meaning towards me.

Then again, it could be something else that is bugging me.

Could i be real frank here? I guess...

You've been bringing me on a roller coaster ride. One moment you bring me sky high with an awesome text to brighten my day, but the very next you release me from you grip, and i just fall till i reach rock bottom. Most of the time i hide it from you or i just keep it to myself, just to avoid conflicts. However, it's been really bugging me. Why must i hold it in and torture myself? Why must i resist conflicts? I hate it that you don't reply me on time, i hate it that you throw tantrums on me. I hate the feeling when you don't say goodbye at the end of the conversation. I hate it that i could be just thrown to one side when you don't need me. What am i to do? What are we to be?

Oh well. Ho ho ho... Merry Christmas everyone.

Rush For Food : 0 ; 7:53 PM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Full shift is over, but i wish it wouldn't be. The people i met in EMRS are extremely spontaneous and fun. Although being with them burns my wallet, however, it's all worth it. Sigh, but as the saying goes, all good things have to come to an end. Hopefully the friendship doesn't. We gotta go out often even after EMRS alright guys! *(Stupid... they don't even know i have this blog.) Oh well!

Just some pictures of EMRS. Hopefully ASC will be as fun as this.

Rush For Food : 0 ; 8:31 PM

Monday, November 30, 2009

IVP was a blast. To be frank i was over joyed to obtain a silver for the k4 1000m race. Even greater joy when i found out that our girls team had achieved 1st out of all the other schools. Delighted and enjoying every single moment. However, what i thought was the most memorable moment was isn't the time when i won my medal, nor was it the moment when the girls were pronounced the overall champions. Instead, the most memorable moment was when the whole team got together to cheer on the girls k4, the last event of the day. I could feel sheer joy and excitement throughout the short span of 1 minute. With everyone shouting in unison just to over power the other school's cheers. At that moment, even though i was out of breath, i kept shouting and shouting. So did everyone else. That was when our spirit was at it's highest and that was when, i knew for sure, what a true team was all about.

Once again, congrats to our girls on their overall champion position and to the guys for just enduring throughout.

However, the road is never smooth. Months before, my dear partner told me news that shocked me, and many today. When he pulled me aside one training and told me that IVP would be his last race. I was stunned, in fact speechless! Here we have a person whom we all thought would never leave, and yet, i was hearing it. However, after today, it was all done. Shocked we were, and i have to say, i was really upset. Yet, i have to accept and respect his decision. I won't say much, however, i would like to thank you.

Thank you for the days you picked me up when i feel to my lowest. Thank you for always being a pillar of support. Thank you for always encouraging me when i gave up on myself. Thank you for entertaining the team with you unique sense of humor.

With this, i would like to say, "All the best with your future endeavours!"

Cheers bro!

Rush For Food : 0 ; 11:08 PM

Saturday, November 7, 2009

My Saturdays are so boring now that I'm out of training due to my biopsy. I miss how i could push during trainings and feel satisfaction when i do well and improve. Arrgghhhh!!! I need to train badly. I want to push my body to limits it's never achieved before. Most importantly, i want to do my best in IVP. Gahhh.....

I also miss my baby rebe. Due to her A Levels, i can't meet her for like almost a month! Worst still, we cant go out on our month-sary. Sniffle sniffle, stupid exams... Spoilt our routine of going out every 10th of the month. Now the scores will be 33/34.

IT Bonanza has really be very tiring. After ever day, our bodies will just crash. I can sometimes just stand and stone. Staring at the blank wall in front of me. Not that the IT fair is unsuccessful, it's just that I'm in charge of bags. Frankly, the brand I'm taking isn't as well known as my competitors brand. Secondly, the discounts are not as attractive. Lastly, my designs are more for the working crowd, not students. Oh well, at least i sold 6 bags in the last 2 days. Ha ha... However, I'm quite happy to see other stores making lots of money.

Rush For Food : 0 ; 10:07 AM